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Saturday, May 29
yes I am running out of ideas.
and here I am, lying on my bed, bored, feeling stuffy with nothing to do, with the only thing to look forward to a soccer match. I've cooped myself up in my room for almost the entire day and I've only gone out for breakfast and dinner. I've talked to only 3 people today, namely:
The girl at McDonald's when I was buying breakfast
My dad
My mum
in that order. The girl at Mac's at around 10.55am, my dad at around 11.30am and again at around 7pm and my mum at around 6.30pm when she asked to to come out to eat dinner, which I replied yes to but only came out of my room and started eating at 8pm.
I've been sleeping or lying on my bed for almost the whole day, just surfing aimlessly until the router crops up again with some problem and I can't surf. I don't know what's wrong with my router lately...it works fine at times and then suddenly it goes 'kapoot' and I have to wait a while for the connection to return. So that might explain why nobody's messaged me on MSN. But then again if not the intermittent connection then its because I've been appearing offline.
And I've been staring my desktop for a long period of time.
So I've spent one entire day doing nothing but sleeping and lying on my bed. Until 9 that is. When I thought of going over to Randy's house to watch soccer. Then I came online to ask him that and people started messaging me and I ended up talking to 7 people.
The girl at McDonald's when I was buying breakfast
My dad
My mum
Randy
Jufri
Guice
Eugene Tan
So it wasn't that bad a day after all. I talked to 7 people. I wonder how many people I'll talk to tomorrow.
1045 wake up go out buy macdonalds
1100 come home go back room and eat brunch
1300 sleep
1800 wake up and start surfing the net
2000 eat dinner
now im just surfing the netttttttttttttttttt......and feeling sleepy....
so that's what I've done for an entire day. god.
How many people have you talked to today?
Tuesday, May 25
THE KOK GUIDE TO THE SIT(school of infor-blahblahblah) LECTURERS IN RP
this is a naughty boy.
this is an evil man. and I know more web stuff than he does. hah. he thinks there's a HUMOUNGOUS difference in naming webpage extensions .htm and .html. Ha ha ha.
And this is Dr Liew. He has a Ph.d in Artificial Intelligence and his right hand seems artificial.
you can tell he's a multimedia/design lecturer just by looking at him, no?
Uncle John!
YAY FRISO!
GO FRISO!
Wednesday, May 12
hey people! wait!!!!
sorry for not updating for so long. i find it heartening to see 6 ppl comment on one of my whimsical nonsensical thoughts that pop up in my mind i.e. my last post so yah...sorry for not being able to update frequently. i've been bogged down recently by stuff like posters and stuff...yah...William and I are engineering a massive publicity campaign for his Service Learning Club (SLC) so yah...I've supposedly been 'hired' for 2 months as his publicity officer crap or something and I've been thinking of ideas and doing quite a fair share of work these days.
My school allows students to paste their posters on the wall to advertise or promote some event I think most of the ones done my students SUCK. No design principles. I'm not saying I'm some great designer (because I'm not I still can't achieve the professionalism in my work it still looks amateurish at times) or trying to sound pompous here but some of them are really awful. Like pictures are stretched out of propotion, pixelated....curly and too many fonts are used for body text and colors dont contrast and stuff like that. real awful. but never mind. WHO CARES ANYWAY! (other than me ahhaa)
SO HELLA! hmm. where did i get that 'SO HELLA!' phrase from. nevermind. like the sound of it anyways. SO HELLA! SO HELLA! SO HELLA!
and SO HELLA! I did some sort of mini photoshoot with 2 people from the SLC yesterday and I've got some pictures and touched them up but I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO PUT!!!! ARGH! should i just put the club name and that's it? or should I put craps like mission vision, slogan etc? ARGH! HOW! SO HELLA! nevermind. AND I NEED 2 MORE MODELS! I'm probably boring you people off with my design craps
Anyway, people keep saying William and I look like brothers. Really. REALLY. REALLY!!!!!!! ohmygod. so if he's supposed to be my brother then I'm supposed to look like him in 6 years time. And if youre wondering what this idiotic William fella looks like he's up there the silly guy wearing shorts with the pink background up there. Huh. Alamak.
And yah one last thing before I disappear from this blog again is......SOMEONE SUGGEST A LAYOUT!!!!! I think this layout sucks...done like in 30 mins or so because people were getting sick of the Flash thing I put up before this...so yah...if you've got any quirky ideas tell me. I might just do it. *poof*
argh why dont the pictures appear....dang problems....
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SOLVED!!! why didnt they appear? because they were in CMYK mode! Not RGB! Solved! YAY! okay design craps to bore you all off again SO HELLA! *poof*
Wednesday, May 5
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, May 3
Just a paragraph of frustration aimed at my school. I've been feeling under the weather these days and been kinda moody so yah, bear with me if I flare up at you. Ain't mean it.
My school is full of narcisstic incompetent people who think they're oh-so-great and capabable just because they're some bigshot who does all the stuff and participates in every major activity and will seemingly be prepared to die for the school. Why let me tell you I can't be bothered with a pathetic school that lies to me consistently and has the worst HR practices I've seen of any institution. Yar, new...so what? If you can't run your silly school properly and need incompetent students who think they're oh-so-smart-great-whatever and organise every activity that turns out to be shit why I'd prefer that we jolly well close down the school. And you can fooking get rid of your pathetic network too. I can't even send a simple email to Daniel Teo telling him I wanna participate in some lomography shit competition with the email program giving me crap.
Full of incompetent narcisstic or narcisstic incompetent whichever way you prefer people. And that would include me too I suppose.
Sunday, May 2
ive got demons in my mind,
skeletons in my closet,
quicksand at my feet. whatever.
i feel mentally and physically drained.
god i feel awful right now.
i feel like breaking down.
so tired.
you know who you are.
you can stop your mind games now.
youve won
an assault on my senses
and reduced me to this struggling mess
please stop your game
you win
pleasee.
stop it.
i cant take it anymore.
im sorry.
im loving angels instead.
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