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Wednesday, March 31
I DON'T FEEL GUILTY.
I've decided that I'm changing my attitude towards people these few days. I've always felt inferior to other people, or suffered some form of inferiority complex all my life. Being born on the 30th of December isn't something like "Oh, I was born on the 30th of December and that's it.". It's been a catalyst for much ridicule for me, where people often say I'm the smallest, and I am in fact almost wherever I go, and I know nuts or should keep my mouth shut.
FINE. WHATEVER.
I'm sick and tired of feeling inferior to other people, I'm going to throw it out of my window and just be blunt. If I don't like you, I'll tell it straight to your face. If I'm not happy, I'll say it out. Sick of crap. I can't be bothered with how other people feel now. I piss you off - YAY. My fault? Your fault? I don't care. You're pissed with me I can't be bothered with you. I can't be bothered with such people. I gonna live my life how I want it to be which is to speak my mind, I diss you off or appear tactlessarrogantstuckupirritating I'm not going to try to pacifyhaggleconsoleregretapologise or anything like this. So sit down and shut up - I can't be bothered with you. YOU LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE! WHY MUST I ALWAYS BOW TO PEOPLE OR LET OTHERS HAVE THEIR WAY ALL OF YOU JUST SHUTUP.
Don't try to be helpful or faithful if you can say something useful or interesting. To put it, I find the majority of people boring. Boring lifestyles, boring character, boring people. Majority. I don't know if that applies to me too but I f*cking can't be bothered about it. So don't start lecturing me about not being fair to innocent people by taking out my anger on them. Really pissed with people treating me like a joke. Yes I can fool around but if you treat me like a fool, I'll treat you like FUCK.
JUST IN CASE YOURE BLIND: I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST GIRLS. BUT I HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST SOME OF THEM. NOT ALL. SOME. GET THAT CLEAR. dont start lecturing me about girls should have equal rights or whatever because I'm not attacking girls in what I write below. It's the mentality of some of them. Get THAT clear.
WHY CAN'T I BE ANGRY? WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO BE ANGRY AND I CAN'T?
what is it with all this crap about females....DOUBLE STANDARDS EH?
you all treat guys like SHIT and then if a girl does the same thing you hardly batter an eyelid
do guys treat you like SHIT? you climb all over us and expect us to bow to you. what is this?
BAH! SUCKERS! TO HELL WITH YOU can't be bothered with the whole lot of you.
not females. suckers. pissed. don't start arguing with me.
Saturday, March 27
ASK UNCLE KOK
"What is 1+1 in electronics?" - tok
1+1 in electronics is 10. why? 2 in electronics is represented as 10 as 2/2 mod 0 remainder 1 this reading up it would be 10. binary 10 is 2 as 2^0 * 0 + 2^1 * 1 = 2. Represented in an 8 bit binary processor incl. sign bit it would appear as 00000010 and it will not result in overflow. represented in a 16-bit processor incl. sign bit it would appear as 0000000000000010. Overflow happens when the number is to big to be represented by the processor and the computer will return error or go 'kaput'. Actually no they don't go 'kaput'. They go 'beep' or 'tehhhhh' or 'yahoo' or hang on you and you end up banging the keyboard or pulling out your hair just because your computer is going 'beep'. Or 'yahoo'. Okay I think nobody understood what I just wrote because even I can't understand what I just blabbered.
"I found smelly undies! HOW?!" - wahahaha
"I have smelly undies! HOW?!" - too lazy to type
check if they're from Calvin Klein. I just heard that Calvin Klein underwears and bras are the softest around so if it's not from Calvin Klein throw it away. Alternatively you can watch the video if you can't see it here. Which will probably be the case.
"pigs have orgasms for 30 mins. commmment!" - mcafar
when pigs have orgasms they sound like this.
okay that sounded disgusting.
"how to clear my email" - Uncle Kok
"I'm SO cuter than u!! HOW??!" - bellee
HMMMPH! naughty bobosaurus...
"aasd" - too lazy to type
WRONG LAH. It's a-b-c-d.
Sunday, March 21
The Kok Blog Outsourcing/Exchange/whatever-you-want-to-call-it (KBOEWP) Program
In this very special blog outsourcing/exchange/whatever-you-want-to-call-it program (KBOEWP...pronounced kao-bei-whoop), The Incredible Kok has invited some other people to help him blog and share their fusion of blahblahblahblahblah on contemporary topics like family psychology and hacking and Donald Duck and blahblahblah. Blahblahblahblahblahblah and happy reading.
For our second guest blogger we have invited Ms Annabelle Cheong. She comes with impressive pedigree. She's eloquent and profound...I can't write anything bad about her because I'll probably get a ________ if I do ahhaaa...and so presenting to you my 2nd guest blogger....Annabelle.
2. Annabelle
"U hate her illness, but u dun hate her. And I hate what the hell she has done to us and the hell she has put us thru.. But I dun think I hate her.. I think the illness is more hating.. I try to tell myself tt its not her.. Its not "I hate u". Its "I hate wad u've done. I hate wad u're doing.."
Ok, I'm kinda a family-psychology geek. Simply luv this kinda books.. N becos I do, I'm gonna share it in Kok's blog nw, smthng tt I wldnt even share in ma blog.. Give it sum thots, wad's gonna happen whn u or ur loved one's sick? Dwn wif smthng tt may nt have a cure yet?
"One of the hardest things for me before she was diagnosed was what was I doing wrong as a mother.. Back then it was just sort of this amorphous mess. All of a sudden she was someone[I didn't know]. She felt out of control to me. But I couldn't label the behaviours. There was no way I could have said, "This belongs to an illness," because she hadn't been diagnosed. I had no understanding of tt illness.. I mean, it took me 2years to understand all tt it meant to have a daughter who is mentally ill. I really worked on coming to terms with that."
Scary huh? I thought so too..
As little as we know of illness, we know even less of care.
As much as the ill person's experience is denied,
the caregiver's experience is denied more completely.
"My child is hurting, really hurting[voice shaken]. And, I can't do anything to help her nor make her feel better. And she's not gonna understand why these people are taking & hurting her. Becos, to her, everything is ok. She didn't do anything wrong. What has she done wrong to deserve people doing this to her? Its totally out of control wad has happened to her[long pause].. It breaks ma heart seeing her having to be retained by 4 huge men. N each time they'd come and put her in restraint and she's crying & screaming, "Where is ma MOM?" And yet, I'm doing this out of love. Even when she talked about killing off the bad sould, so the good souls could return. I trusted her, and we still had to have her hospitalised then, for I'm so afraid she may kill herself or others whom she'd think as bad souls."
Regards,
Annabelle..
WAIT LAH! I KNOW PPL WANT TO SEE SOMETHING NEW...wait har..........
Monday, March 15
I have a feeling my classmates want to strangle me. I'm gonna laminate this neoprint ahhaa
Saturday, March 13
The Kok Blog Outsourcing/Exchange/whatever-you-want-to-call-it (KBOEWP) Program
In this very special blog outsourcing/exchange/whatever-you-want-to-call-it program (KBOEWP...pronounced kao-bei-whoop), The Incredible Kok has invited some other people to help him blog and share their fusion of blahblahblahblahblah on contemporary topics like capitalism and hacking and Donald Duck and blahblahblah. Blahblahblahblahblahblah and happy reading.
For our first guest blogger we have invited Mr William Lim. He comes with impressive pedigree. No. Actually he's crap and has only 3 tees in his entire wardrobe, one white-blue one from Giordano, one undersized black Honda one and one reversible one from Bossini. Okay so that would make it 4 actually seeing its reversible. WILLIAM MY MOUSE IS BETTER THAN YOURS...YOUR MICROSOFT MOUSE IS GARBAGE NO FRICTION ONE...EVERYBODY BUY IBM MOUSES...and so presenting to you my 1st guest blogger....William.
1. William
Hi, this is mr kok blogging. (no, its me blogging.)
William: hi, mr kok
kok: hi william, how in the world did you get into my blog?
William: I can't believe I am typing what you are saying.
kok: are you sure?
William: Let me try to put words into your mouth.
kok: you can't, this is my site.
William: *stuffs words into kok mouth.
kok: owieofhoiado, oiwjeoiw, oiwjowjef... oiweufj, owiefiw
William: muuahahahahahaha!!!
kok: iwe hi iwy wodhw dia yaie gei heis
William: What?
kok: oiweo oiwjof oiwejoi !!!!!
William: I donno what you are talking about.
kok: owief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
William: na ni na ni poo poo.
Kok: I'll be closing my blog forever soon. Please go to http://zippy79.blogspot.com for more fun and enjoyable blog reading.
* thanks kok for letting me hack his webby. This site is full of craps. Its unhealthy to read at all. Pls change your link to http://zippy79.blogspot.com. Thank You.
Thursday, March 11
Hello.
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