kokkai


Wednesday, October 13

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Monday, October 11

i like taking long bus rides
they allow me to think
or sleep after a long day
like just now.
and as i sat on the bus
i thought,

"WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE."



and winnie my club president i need to take a few photos of you again for an experimental website before i die. answer those questions too. looking at the questions cracked me up though....thank you ms wee....................


Friday, October 1

I molested a girl the other day.
accidentally. and inadvertently.
So fun I tell you.
She even giggled.
I was walking in Westmall to meet someone
and my elbow hit her chest.
my elbow just happens to be at the same level as her breasts
but aiya,
secondary school only lar
nothing much to touch.
(but I was puzzled by the giggling though)

wasted. ha.

i cant do lots of stuff on the net these days because incompetent morons at school took my laptop for repairing and haven't returned me my laptop after like close to 5 days. And my brother hogs the PC whenever he's at home so all I can do these days is watch TV or read. I'm trying to save up for a watch I saw in a magazine so I'm trying not to go out too much these days too. My Swatch tells the wrong time and I'm lazy to repair it. don't feel like wearing it already anyway.

I find myself (as much as I hate to admit it) growing increasingly dependent on the computer but that's how the world is evolving now I suppose. All my work these days is done on the computer. I haven't picked up a pen to write or pondered on which brand of foolscap paper I should buy for a long time. I never liked the idea of robots and everything being controlled by computers as you see in movies like 'I, Robot' or highly computerized worlds a la Matrix and so on. Because I think its stupid (and partly because I can't recreate those special effects myself too ha)

I went for dinner with my mum and dad the other day at a foodcourt near my house and I marvelled at the sunset. I can't remember when was the last time I actually walked and looked at grass and breathed fresh air. Everywhere I walk these days there's concrete and plots of land are taken up by stupid condominiums with stupid names. Inadvertently molesting a girl actually made me feel human again...my ability to touch, to feel is still there. The giggling from the girl....my abiilty to hear. To turn around and look at what I've touched...my ability to look...

Molesting a girl has made me feel like a human again.
You can't molest someone with a computer.
Molest someone today.
Yay. ;]