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Sunday, December 29

i know i havent been updating regularly these couple of weeks or so but then again there havent really been much nonsense coming about of my brain or anything spectucular or interesting to write about these days. I've spent these days mostly at home playing games or just sleeping...the last time time i stepped out of the house was like erm...2-3 days ago? i don't know, but i'm trying to spend these last few days of freedom immersing myself in soccer before the new year kicks in and i've got to attend a course on weekdays...it isnt really that bad...but you do lose some of your freedom...although it's a bit like some psychological and mental torture 'cos i won't be attending the course with any people i know and i do MISS some of my friends...sigh...

even though i have previously said that i rather not go to a jc it does seem rather lucrative now that the friends factor starts to set in...i'm not THAT open so i tend to lean to people i know longer than new acquaintances. i'm gonna look forward to the day i receive the 'o' level results NOT for the results but rather the chance to see some people for possibly the very last time in my life. how i wish i was talented and could represent the country in something for my friends to remember me. being eccentric isnt really recognised as competitive or anything and you need lucky breaks to help you if you're going to thrive on humour to project yourself big time.

i flipped through the yearbook earlier today, or yesterday, and it brought back great memories of my time in school. okay, i dislike uniforms and white school shoes and whatever but then again, if you've done this for 2/3 of your life it's already cemented in your mind and it's gonna hard to change the routine....if you know what i mean. It's Both The School And Friends I Miss. Teachers? Well..maybe some would be better off forgetting but then again you'll never forget them. Like Miss HO.....hohohohoh..ahahha..it's truly a life enriching experience.

feelin' kinda miserable right now. sniff.

will do a bumper update of the memorial thingy in the near future. kinda have to get the tinge of sadness surrounding these posts away. last few days before the new year.

Words of wisdom: Friends are forever