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Thursday, April 24
Dear blog, I am writing to you because I have to one to turn to vent my frustrations.
D A M N.
I guess I've to follow where life brings me now. I was really hoping to be at NP but apparently my appeal to God came a day late. Last time I asked for my commenting system and he responded in 3 days. I didn't give him 3 days notice this time. Guess I've to motivate myself for an unwanted course and start thinking about plus points. If I could turn back time I would definitely choose to re-do my interview. I answered their questions flatly, I didn't maintain eye contact, I appeared edgy and I didn't leave an impression. Guess I'm not meant to do these stuff. Guess I'm not supposed to carry on life with certain people.
I don't wanna do seemingly dead stuff. I wanna use my imagination to the max. Now I've lost the chance. Damn. Don't mention Lasalle. Lasalle = creativity. Me = imaginative. Damndamndamn. And to even think I was telling people how confident I was. This is one bitter pill to swallow. Guess I'll have to try and make my mark from scratch. Don't worry about me because this is probably one of life's lessons. You can't have everything you want.
Thanks Yammie for listening to me. Hope you do well in the course you choose.
Thanks Weep for whatever you've done. You're a genius.
Thanks Kelly for your enthusiasm and cheerfulness. You're a great person and befitting of a Queen.
The journey ends here for me.
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Sigh. Kinda saw it coming. I never get what I want in life.
ahhh...have to look on the bright side of life now...just realised that it is potentially easier to get into RP's football team (if they have any). Ahhh...then I can go and play football and be a football superstar....I can be Singapore's messiah in GOAL2010 as national team captain....ahhhh..maybe that's what God planned for me...told you I was imaginative..
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hmm...i seem to sound EXTREMELY melancholic...don't worry...I've kinda taken it in my stride now..here's another picture with a horrible caption.
People were curious to see what the new traffic light looked like...
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