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Sunday, November 14
Every class has their own characters.
but I'm sure in your class there will some of the usual characters.
the pretty and cute girl who's boyfriend is the handsome and hot guy
the handsome and hot guy who's girlfriend is the pretty and cute girl
the bad boy who's always late
the bitch
the nerd/weirdo
the joker
the goody goody brainy one
the artistic/athletic one
the boy that's always around girls
the girl that's always around boys
and then you have the rest of them, the groups.
the smokers
the clubbers
the rockers/hip-hop bunch
the malay/indian boys
the computer gamers
the giggling girls
the idol-crazed chinese speaking crowd
the haughty english speaking crowd
and all other normal people with their cliques here and there
who are you?
or who are you part of?
where do you want to be?
do you want to be by yourself?
or do you prefer to be in the safety of the crowd?
these days i find that this blog is the only area where i can express myself without holding back. i dont feel myself when i'm out these days - i find myself moulding into what people want or think of me. i value individualism, but I find myself being sucked unwillingly into the generic face of the crowd. i want to be a person in the former, individuals, characters, soloists. dont get me wrong. being in a group, crowd is good too, but i dont want to be part of one. i dont like being in a group - i want to be able to express myself, carve an identity.
I find that I can no longer freely express myself and shoot off my mouth, not even with close friends - this is my only channel in these days where my identity is diminishing. If I don't update here, its because I don't feel myself. The 'me' in me is somewhere else. I'm probably busy putting on a weary act for the world.
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