kokkai


Wednesday, March 31

I DON'T FEEL GUILTY.

I've decided that I'm changing my attitude towards people these few days. I've always felt inferior to other people, or suffered some form of inferiority complex all my life. Being born on the 30th of December isn't something like "Oh, I was born on the 30th of December and that's it.". It's been a catalyst for much ridicule for me, where people often say I'm the smallest, and I am in fact almost wherever I go, and I know nuts or should keep my mouth shut.

FINE. WHATEVER.

I'm sick and tired of feeling inferior to other people, I'm going to throw it out of my window and just be blunt. If I don't like you, I'll tell it straight to your face. If I'm not happy, I'll say it out. Sick of crap. I can't be bothered with how other people feel now. I piss you off - YAY. My fault? Your fault? I don't care. You're pissed with me I can't be bothered with you. I can't be bothered with such people. I gonna live my life how I want it to be which is to speak my mind, I diss you off or appear tactlessarrogantstuckupirritating I'm not going to try to pacifyhaggleconsoleregretapologise or anything like this. So sit down and shut up - I can't be bothered with you. YOU LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE! WHY MUST I ALWAYS BOW TO PEOPLE OR LET OTHERS HAVE THEIR WAY ALL OF YOU JUST SHUTUP.

Don't try to be helpful or faithful if you can say something useful or interesting. To put it, I find the majority of people boring. Boring lifestyles, boring character, boring people. Majority. I don't know if that applies to me too but I f*cking can't be bothered about it. So don't start lecturing me about not being fair to innocent people by taking out my anger on them. Really pissed with people treating me like a joke. Yes I can fool around but if you treat me like a fool, I'll treat you like FUCK.

JUST IN CASE YOURE BLIND: I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST GIRLS. BUT I HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST SOME OF THEM. NOT ALL. SOME. GET THAT CLEAR. dont start lecturing me about girls should have equal rights or whatever because I'm not attacking girls in what I write below. It's the mentality of some of them. Get THAT clear.

WHY CAN'T I BE ANGRY? WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO BE ANGRY AND I CAN'T?
what is it with all this crap about females....DOUBLE STANDARDS EH?
you all treat guys like SHIT and then if a girl does the same thing you hardly batter an eyelid
do guys treat you like SHIT? you climb all over us and expect us to bow to you. what is this?
BAH! SUCKERS! TO HELL WITH YOU can't be bothered with the whole lot of you.
not females. suckers. pissed. don't start arguing with me.