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Tuesday, February 18
rather unusual event of england football captain David Beckham getting hit by a boot, unsurprisingly booted by Man Utd manager Sir Alex Ferguson. Rather unusual event for the newspapers to make a big hoo-haa about 'cos others like Jaap Stam have also gone through this. But nonetheless made for a rather unusual read. But i had a far from rather unusual day today.
went for the dumb course. they did maths and i was esctatic about it, cos it was like school days. doing calculations and having friendly banter. What I was not so estactic about was all the rubbish about a second term. I DEFINETELY do NOT want to stay there after June. I RESENT going there, i have a dumb test which i'm expecting to fail tomorrow, or today, cos i'm typing past 12midnight and i HATE that place. i'm not really clear about these matters but I DEFINITELY do not want to walk into that centre for lessons in July or even June. i'm told and (luckily)assured that i'm there until June and i'm fine with that. Any nonsense about a second term from May to August and i'll blow up if i hear any rubbish of this sort. this is one of the reasons why i do not want to stay there. from the mouth of avril lavigne:"WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE THINGS SO COMPLICATED?" and the verse after it which i forgot. i think it contains 'frustrated' and that is what i'm feeling now. its so messy and unorganised (what/why/huh? the heck did you plan? When does my course end? What happens in the future?). The uncertainty and insecurities are why i want to leave that PLACE. A government school, like a poly, would well, assure me naturally etc. and be HEAVEN.
i'm really hoping i can get into a polytechnic, any polytechnic, cos i'll be happier when i'm secure at a poly rather than at informatics. other students may have had success there but for me, i would say i hate and fear that place. It's hell.
just hoping O level results will spring a surprise - that is doing well - 'cos i'm pretty insecure about it. get me into a poly and i'll be sastified. heck, just get me out of informatics - with a diploma - and i'll be happy.
hmm
english - expecting a good result here, A1 or A2 would be ideal...C5-C6 would be upsetting...
e maths - expecting a good result here too. wouldn't mind an A2-B3
a maths - i'll be happy just to pass.
science - i'll be happy to pass this 1 too
biology - same here too.
humanities - feelin good about this one, but then there could be a surprise...sastified with a B3-B4
chinese - already have a C6 - which was my target. i hate chinese.
just hoping i can pass 5 subjects...
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